For love's sake

Fingers slip away from mine
For want of excitement
For want of wicked love
For want of listening to praises
Sound of shattering vows, a melody

Ask how it feels to be thrown away
Ask how it feels to be forgotten
Ask how it feels to be alone
Sound of shattering vows, painful
Pure and precious they were

Scars left all over
Forgive, can I?
Replaced I was, even if for a while
Walking through bouts of self doubt
Self pity and loathe
Chaotic mind, splitting ache
Forgive, can I?
Can scars ever fade?
Forgive can I?

For love's sake, forgive can I?
Till death do us apart, forgive can I?

Ripples

The ripple in the water
taking the calm away
ruffled hair and sleeves up
running amidst the silence
with chaos in mind and
ripples beneath feet
The strings humming tunes
The rains waiting to dance with the winds
The sun there bright and
the clouds tearing up the sky
peeping on to watch the ripples
The ripples of chaotic happiness!

Selfless love

A fear of being thrown away
A fear of being shut off
A fear of being left alone
But selfless love it is.

I withdraw my love
For the fear of being broken
I know not revenge, greed, harm
Just a handful of love
Slipping through my fingers
Not being able to hold onto

I withdraw
Open my fist, with all my heart
I keep aside my heart and wish you the world
Happiness I wish you, from the bottom of my heart
Goodbye my love.

Before the rains..

Before the rains, I shall meet you, my love
Torn apart, we are, between obstinacy and love
The dreams woven together by us - Unworn
The rains would wash away my being
No more, would my existence be
Before the rains, I shall meet you, my love

Blame I take by everyone, of being impure
Judged by the minds - of being sinful
For all I did was, give myself to love
The minds of my tribe is here to give me a better life - so they say
But wrapped in you was never my sin to me
Pure I felt never this much,
when i gave my life to you
But the rains are here to wash my life away
Before the rains, I shall meet you, my love

Give me my life

'Give me my mum' 'Give me my dad'
Cried the girl
Take my arms, legs and eyes
But give them back to me
For I am their's and they are mine
I breathe them
And today with just one knife and bullet - you ended it all
Take my eyes, but give me my mum
Take my arms and legs, but give me my dad
My heart's weeping and screaming
Falling and breaking
Give them to me
I dont want any riches nor do I want any of the money
Why did you take them away from me
Take my heart, take my head
But why did you take my mind?
They live in there, give them to me
End me now or this life will never forgive you
End the world, for my world is dead
End me now
Shoot me - Give me the gun
I am shooting myself
Here I go - To let you know
That you will never be forgiven
Here I go.

Bits and pieces

Pieces of dreams lying on the floor
He gathers them all
To find her gone
Castles of the dreams they built
Destiny they named themselves
Infinite happiness they discovered
With the breeze flying through their hair
Endless smiles smiled
Memorable times spent
The walk into the unknown he could not stop
She walked
Walked away from the dreams and the castles
Reflections of the times he would never find
A ray of light piercing the clouds
touching him and giving him the smile
He prays
Still prays.

Thanks!

That rainy night, under the dark sky
Walked the mind, free of all worries
Hand in hand with a smile
A beautiful smile, taking all the blues away
Each step into the puddles cheerily
Splashing the slush on selves
The white fading into the slush
A walk just into the unknown
directionless, aimless - Happy
A hand that held tight
The steps that would always walk along
Blood we share,
Womb that owned us - the same
How happy the mind is to share this life with you
A small little thanks to you
for the walk, for the fun
and for always being there!